Frenz.. =]

frenz!! well this blog are just for random =].. jason, joevin, quah, erik, malveen, daniel, who else?? my best fellaz.. all i can say is wad good frenz most usually say is you guys are great comforter..

Loved I Ever Had

Well the reason i started this blog its because i felt alone.. I lost someone which i'm still so desperate for.. I thought, maybe by expressing myself through blog, i won't feel that alone.. Well whenever people lost someone they loved, they felt lost and that's the fact =].. Anyway, back to the topic.. Loved i ever had.. It all started when i 1st stared at her.. She was wearing all white.. that was of course the most unforgetable moment.. And started our relationship 2 months later.. We did great.. She did not only inspire me because she was pretty but i was inspire because of the love and care she gave me.. The phrase "We Yell, We Argue, We Ignore, But We Still Love Each Other" was very true as we broke up like 8 times during our relationship.. i manage to get her back everytime but there was the silliest mistake i ever did which made me lose her.. Which is i din really trust her much as she was out studying.. Until now, there was no result for getting her back.. people told me to forget her as she wasn't the only one in this world.. They told me by saying " In the forest, there are many tress.. Don't because of that tree, you have to waste the others".. that was actually true but what came out from my feeling was telling "If she was the most beautiful tree in the forest, of course i'll get the best".. Well.. What i did heard from her that we could only be friends.. that was fine as it was the only relationship i can still further.. Hmm.. If friends is the only relationship between us then it wouldn't last as i don't want to get hurt anymore.. I'll wait, till the time comes =].. smiles**