blog #23 the girl of my dreams?

someONE, who has been so despo, reading my blog till she wants another update of my.. So here's one.. First of all, i've no idea on what to come up with and she inspired me to talk bout my dream girl.. Well i don't really have one yet but there's one i'm hitting on right now.. And by this, i gonna have to talk bout my embarrassment moment :x And so here goes..

She's a year and a month younger than me.. I started taking her out together on a date alone after knowing her for just for 4 days.. It was the third time i've seen her and i started falling for her.. And during that date, some part of me force to ask her to be my girl.. She was like "whoaa".. And the reaction like that i thought the answer was definitely a no.. and so it was.. She asked "don't you think it was too fast?".. But i knew i was in love.. I asked for trust.. And so it was a task to earn it..

She was chosen to be in the National Service.. She head back to the camp just after our 1st date.. it's been 2 weeks now.. I'm still missing her..

blog #22

its been months since i've update my blog.. hmm.. well, not sure what to write.. so far my life is just as miserable as being dumped -.-".. it shows that i'm not good enough, or perhaps not ready.. it hurts even if its only a short period of time being together.. what i've learn is life is still as cruel as when it comes to loving a person.. sorry to say this but that's how the way i thought.. but maybe You could prove me wrong and that's possible..

whatever i did, i did it for you.. but now whatever i've done, made me a silly person.. but still been cursed by love..