If i were to forget you..

If I were to forget you, It would be a big thing, for me.. Have I gone crazy I wonder, being like this still, as crazy as to fall in love with the girl.. Ignored, Avoided, being Rejected in every way, I'm barely a friend, or perhaps the person you ever knew.. I have a life, I wouldn't wanna get hurt too.. Decided to forget you, but how could I..?? forgetting you was the speech from me.. If I want happiness, it should be your's cause I love you.. I'll get use to live like this,I hope.. But one thing for sure, I'm not emo, cause i know I'm still not giving up yet..

Love Poetry or Love Express?

Well, more or less both are the same if it is all about the girl to you, depending how deep you felt for her.. In my way, love express, cause its the feelings that i wanna talk about.. Words of course, can't be stronger than action.. But when you don't have the chance to show by taking action, what else can you do besides giving both love poetry and love express? But one thing for sure, everyone has the chance to prove everything.. Either way, love poetry and love express can't do anything but whether they believe or not, it's just to let them know how you feel..

Love

There are some words spoken that can never be taken back and there are some words that will never be forgotten .

True love can blind you but at the same time if u let it , it can also open your eyes .

To love someone is to understand each other , to laugh together , to smile with ur heart and to trust one another .

One important thing is to let each other go if u cant do this .

When u love someone , all ur saved-up wishes start coming out

People wont remember what u did

People wont remember what u said

But people will remember how u made dem feel ..

You know it is love when you want to share everything with her even her pain ,

You know it is love when u cant stop thinking about her ,

You know it is love when you'de rather be in a relationship eventhough u're apart than not in a relationship at all

But most of all

You know it is love when your happiness is dependant upon hers

At the end, I happen to love her..

Day goes by, heart pump 0.05 sec faster, as i almost can't take it any longer being jealous.. Trying to be happy, thinking less, enjoying life with people.. But at the end, she ruined me.. I'm not trying to be miserable but this is how it looks like when you lost someone.. Why do i have to be so loyal when i'm the one who is suffering? She might be just an ordinary girl, but special is what i thought for her.. I gave her time, hope she enjoys it, cause i'll be always over her.. memories of ours, where can it be forgoten easily, as everything we did was so special, and everything we did is because we love each other.. Hey! I'm a crazy Guy right Here, Who is Still All over Her! and its Because I still Happen To love Her all The Time and I'm HappY!

Afraid..

Afraid? that's normal.. it keeps you alert.. without it, you wouldn't do well.. Everyone is scared of something for sure.. It will never end.. For example, when you're in college, you were afraid that u can't pass ur SAT exam, but at the end you actually pass your exam and soon you graduate.. After you graduate, you were still scared that u can't find a job, family, living, house, when will you die, and etc.. So yea, shouldn't be afraid to tell out that you are afraid.. Share this with people and you will feel better cause everyone is the same, just like you.. Miserable people will usually stick with miserable people, and happy people stick with happy people.. Those people who is fearless in everything, they're just confidence in life, or maybe they just got no life at all.. Now the only thing i'm scared of is living alone..

First look?

Well i just came with this guy who inspired me to talk about the impression on 1st look.. 1st look huh? Well all i can say is judging the people by their cover should not be the case.. 1st impressions while important should not be taken too seriously.. When you meet people at the 1st time, they tend to pretend that they're someone that they're not.. only once you get to know them and become acquainted do they relax and show their true colors, however bad they might be. This is a mistake most of the time because everyone knows that 1st impressions stick. You should be yourself around people you have just met. If not, you can create the wrong impression on people. Once you show who you really are, you become an alien to them, different from the guy they first met.

College..

Well.. This might be my last post for this week as i'm going back to Kl today.. I miss home.. Wish i could spend time with people more.. College, paradise for short, hmm it wouldn't be a paradise to me as there 's something is still missing.. but anyway, fun place to be in.. But i wanna talk to you bout my college.. its not as fun as it seems.. You know, everyday i have to be locked myself inside the office doing hard work.. Not only that, never have a good taste of food for dinner.. Well i'm not actually talking bout college but talking bout my life during college, which is outside the college and the place i stay in.. That's why i miss home.. Beside hardwork, bored to death.. Everytime i'll have to update my cash book account, which is very lame =="".. If you think its cool, get a life.. I know how to manage my own money =="".. Don't really like traveling far as i felt like i'm so far apart from the people i know.. Should i be complaining or it would be a very good thing to make myself discipline.. For after a few weeks during college, i talk well, just a little bit.. Communication is always important around the world.. Knowing how to judge a person well.. I felt healthier, and a little less weak.. To where i got this improvement from? College? most probably..

Forgetting her wasn't an option.. Or maybe it can't be..

Continue loving her, continue hurting myself.. sigh.. She's everywhere on my mind.. I miss her so badly.. i miss playing games with her.. i even miss my alarm which wakes me up early to look for her.. Why can't i forget her? Why did i have to meet her at the 1st place? This wouldn't happen if i din get to know her.. But i think I'm suppose to be happy as it was the love i never had before.. Suffering, the pain, burden, miserable, anything else beside can't sleep at night.. Felt like being the saddest person on earth.. I'm thinking, there's nothing in this earth but me and her.. How long could this last? cause i can't take this anymore.. i can't stand the pain.. this isn't fair.. my happiness counts too..

Rant on emo..

Lol.. People are emo cuz they act like one.. in one of the concept of emo, is pms, or regularly used word, emf (emotional mother f*****).. These people are just so emo that they can't just stand the criticism around them or they just can't take a joke.. they'll leave themself talking to no one but being alone.. But this wouldn't last long..

Thinking emo is cool?? That's wad you think.. That's what emo people think.. People mostly being emo because they thought it would suit their character more better and cooler.. Many things can be better.. If you're making youself emo, that was an act.. if you're really an emo, be miserable den, if that what makes you happy..