LOLx

Lolx.. I actually thought i could face her.. Be myself or who i am in front of her.. But all i did was looking down, having difficult breathing and not even a dare to say a word.. I always thought that I rather be your friend than losing you in my life, i was wrong.. I rather forget you than torturing myself for the rest of my life..

Probably you'll think, why post this on a blog when I do not care about her anymore.. It's because this blog is what i created for.. And now its the end..