Choices..

We do not live by fate.. it matters only what we do.. It's not fate that brought us together but what we choose.. We all have a choice.. We all can change, no matter how many times if you only believe.. Timing is also everything.. Action only works when the time is right.. It's not fate.. It's what we do.. Almost nothing is impossible..

Don't face the truth of the future if you're not happy with it.. Change it then.. We only got one life time so don't waste the chance..

We all people have different interest, and knowledge, but we're all human and we're the same.. We could have the same interest or knowledge..

Just do better in everything.. Best isn't necessary but better is..

Don't compare with people.. Compare to yourself.. That gives improvement..

Whenever i lost my girlfriends, it's hard for me to forget the moment..

Whenever i lost my girlfriends, it's hard for me to forget the moment where we used to have fun.. if i'm lucky, it wouldn't last for several months.. perhaps a year.. Wondering what she's doing everyday or whether if there's someone hitting on her.. It's sad to know that she doesn't care bout anything anymore.. yea, women, who are just deceiver xD. kidding.. Anyway, that's what i used to do.. Moving on..

Failure

Once again, hoping too much doesn't work at all.. Never.. I thought i could continue my love stories again.. But while expecting too much, I din have the chance to do it, probably not yet.. I'm confused of making decision cuz i don't know what to do..

Being better isn't perfect.. Being yourself is.. And that's the best of being perfect.. =D

Everything fails me.. At least that's how i felt.. Maybe i'm not too good.. Maybe i'm not the one.. I wouldn't know cuz you never tell me.. I don't know how to give up either.. Maybe if you could have tell me everything in just one way, we could decide the best for us..

Agreed that two weeks really changes everything, And in a way it makes me felt more for you.. And the person like me for i know, doesn't know how to forget everything.. Might take some time.. And i guess we seriously need to take a rest now and let both of us continue..

LOLx

Lolx.. I actually thought i could face her.. Be myself or who i am in front of her.. But all i did was looking down, having difficult breathing and not even a dare to say a word.. I always thought that I rather be your friend than losing you in my life, i was wrong.. I rather forget you than torturing myself for the rest of my life..

Probably you'll think, why post this on a blog when I do not care about her anymore.. It's because this blog is what i created for.. And now its the end..

Nothing Is Impossible..

Boy:How can a girl who said that she loves me more than a thousand times end up saying she has no feelings towards me suddenly?

Girl:Cause nothing is impossible..

Boy:But i seriously need you..

Girl:Enough hopes.. There's no us in the future anymore.. it's fate..

Boy:Nothing is impossible..

Moving on, without fate..

My words are no longer powerful, as your resistance is just immune to me.. And therefore, there's no weakness in you falling back again.. And that makes me without strength but to live with your existence.. And that's why there's me when there's you..

Not a shame to say I love you, as not to come in mind when comes to love.. Indeed it's disturbing but our past memories are the reason what gives..

Probably everything i do now is useless..Irritation .. But it gives me pleasure for doing it.. I enjoy..

It seems i have already lost you completely.. Knowing to not know who I am anymore.. The past and the moments that will last till the end has just erased..

I'm just a burden to you.. I was told to give up.. And so i did.. But that doesn't mean I should stop loving you..

Happy anniversery.. And the day to forget everything..

People with their lifes..

Well, I would know what life is about, yet perhaps.. But what really matters here is they're living in it.. Who we are now? By judging who we are, is based on what we did in the past.. Through my experience, living with the people we know gives us the memories bout the past.. Its also about where you from.. And about strong feelings you had on each people.. I could say studies and education doesn't give life or memories but the resources to live our life.. And that it can't be judge.. I've been wondering, sooner or later we all gonna be gone.. Why bother living in the world where u got to be emotional,with feelings and memories, that will be sure to fade away.. I wouldn't say god created us but the way we are form.. If god created us, what would god get from us living? Watching how our life style is? probably.. To keep them company, as most of us have to question about and deny the existence of god? By the way, i'm a free thinker and it doesn't mean that whether i believe it or not.. But if there's a god, then let the god itself to show me, a sign.. Maybe we're form by science.. I wouldn't know.. But i guess what really matters about life to people is about themselves and about them living in it.. Person with its own..